I am

I am..

i am: always tired
i think: as little as possible
i know: a lot of random things
i want: to be skinny
i dislike: stupid people
i miss: having fun
i fear: losing one of my kids
i feel: like a zombie most of the time
i hear: Drew crying upstairs
i smell: like my Guess by Marciano perfume
i crave: sweet things all the time
i cry: not very often
i usually: read at night in bed
i search: for my keys on a regular basis
i wonder: if life gets any better or if I will just have to keep "perservering"
i regret: too much. I feel guilty about everything imaginable.
i love: my family and friends
i care: about other people's feelings
i always: clean my house
i worry: about money
i am not: motivated
i remember: when life was simple and people didn't dissappoint or hurt you.
i believe: I have a purpose, I just don't know what it is.
i dance: a lot less than I used to.
i sing: with the radio or to my kids at night
i don’t always: do what I know I should be doing
i argue: when I am angry
i write: on the blog
i win: random contests I enter
i lose: my mind almost daily.
i wish: I had a passion for something
i listen: to kids rambling or crying or singing all day long
i don't understand: why Doug isn't blessed more
i can usually be found: at the gym, in my bed, playing tennis or at church
i am scared: of what my mental status will be in ten years
i need: to go to therapy haha
i forget: to return movies on time
i am happy: being with my husband!
I tag: Katee, Katie, Kristina and Cherish